If you’ve read my Blog for a couple of years now, then you’ll know that I’ve mentioned a ‘Secret Project’ that I’ve been talking big about. I’ll get ambition and work on it for awhile and then put it in the back of my brain cells for a couple of weeks – or years!
So these past few days it was time to either get it done or never think about it again. I mean honestly a couple of years?
Well, guess what? I got it done. Yup, it’s done. And it’s kinda weird. I mean I didn’t know what I was going to expect to feel when it was done, but I didn’t think I’d feel this way. While I was working on it, I felt like it was pretty overwhelming. I wanted to quit maybe about a billion times and didn’t really know if it was ever going to get done. Then when I was just finishing it up I had an overwhelming feeling of anticipation and excitement. I mean seriously there was a light at the end of the tunnel. I even swear the room was just a little brighter that day. And now? Well it’s done and I kinda feel a little sad. I hate to say this, but I started it about 4 years ago and even though I did like nothing on it for the first 3 3/4 years, it was still something that I always had that I needed to get done. I don’t plan on looking at it now for a little while and once I do with it what I am planning, I’ll let you in on what the secret was. And at that time I’m sure that I’ll be excited and kinda nervous both at the same time. I just hope they like it as much as I do!!